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I thought I would make millions through my startup, but I failed miserably. I read shiny stories of Flipkart and Zomato, but nobody told me that 90% startups fail within two years of starting up, I failed in the first year.

Sometimes I feel I’ve been cheated, but the fault was mine, I believed one side of the story.

Today, I am going to tell you the other side of the story, the secret behind failure of first-time entrepreneurs.

It was April 2013 when I was getting uncomfortable in my office. It was a dull cubicle of an IT company in Gurgaon. I was pretending like fixing defects but actually wasting time on the internet. The thoughts of getting freedom from the boring job were taking over my mind. I was losing interest in my work. My co-workers and my manager were sensing that something is going wrong with me.

I had just returned from US the previous month, and I told my manager, “Sir, I need a little break to set up my home and adjust again in India”. My baby was just 6-months-old at that time, and he was also having a little trouble in adjusting to the Indian climate. I worked from home for some days to take care of my baby. But my real problem was the unhappiness from my job.

Like everyone else, I was also thinking about leaving the job and building a big company..
…but I have to admit that I did not have the courage.

I was in discussions with my friend and we decided to start a company. I saved a good amount of money by living frugally on my US trip. I decided to put all my savings in my startup rather than buying a home (unlike many other US returned friends).

The first step we took was incorporating a private limited company, invested 5L each and divided equity equally. We found a basement office in Gurgaon with monthly rent of 13,000 rupees. We spent another 100,000 rupees on the renovation. We bought furniture, air conditioner, inverter and refrigerator.

We were feeling good about owning an office.

We wanted to solve a problem related to schools because we thought that education is a billion dollar industry. We thought that we could build any product for schools and make big profits.

After long discussions, we came up with the idea of ERP for schools. Online software for schools to manage everything from fees, inventory, communication with parents, … bla. bla.. tons of features..

I was confident that we will be able to hire people easily. We had everything for building a good team; an office, money in bank account, hiring policy and most importantly a co-founder with recruitment experience of 10+ years.

We started interviewing people. My co-founder analyzed a pile of resumes since he had access to all the major recruitment portals. We filtered out best of the best people and interviewed them in cafes/restaurants because our office was under renovation.

We were shocked!! No one was ready to join a startup like us.

My co-founder said, “I could have hired ten people for any other company by this time, I am not sure why people are not joining us.”
I replied, “Maybe they will join after seeing our new office.”

Since we were from the corporate background, we spent a few days on drafting a new hiring policy. We introduced company incentives based on revenue and individual performance bonus along with basic salary.

We moved to our new office. We hired a fresher and after a lot of struggle we found a techie from our personal links. We were impressed with his technical capabilities but doubtful about his managerial & leadership skills. We thought of giving a try (in any case, no one else was ready to join us). He was a costly hire. We offered him Rs 60k per month plus company incentives if we made any revenue by the end of the year.

We were feeling lucky with two developers. I was the architect of the product and developers started coding without waiting for the front-end design.

It was an exciting time. Our product was taking a shape. We co-founders were spending hours on a whiteboard discussing the features and developers were busy in coding. We managed to hire a designer at Rs 25k a month, but we compromised a lot with his skillset & attitude. We were feeling the heat of startup hiring.

We wanted to complete the product as soon as possible so that we could start selling.

Then we started facing unexpected problems. Our junior developer was not performing up to our expectations so we had to ask him to leave. With a team of just four people, we completed the first version of our product.

We were confident that our product would sell like hot cakes once it will hit the market. We included all the features of top ERP products in the market to beat the competitors. However, we were not happy with the front end design and were continuously looking for a better designer.

Our first potential client (a known school principle) appreciated our idea & demo but put us on hold till she heard from higher management. We gladly sent her the sales material and thought we would deploy the software in a few months.

By this time (6 months) the cost of product development was:
Company Incorporation: 30,000
Office Renovation: 120,000
AC/Fridge/Inverter: 40,000
7 months’ Rent: 91,000
Salaries: 3,60,000 + 1,00,000 + 65,000
Travel, Food, Marketing Material and Others: 100,000
Total: Rs. 9,56,000

We had full confidence in our software but to get more sales we had to leave our jobs. We were ready to take the risk. We put in our resignations. We decided to move our development office to Chandigarh where I would manage operations and my co-founder would handle sales by staying in Gurgaon.

We benefited with our step.

    1. Now our senior developer was spending more time into development than traveling from Gurgaon-Chandigarh-Gurgaon.
    1. We saved money on office rental.
    1. I saved money on my living expenses

Another surprise, our designer ran away with the laptop.

We tracked him and recovered the laptop, but we lost our only designer. I took the challenge and learned basics of web designing. We revamped the entire design in one month. The product came out nicely.

We started reaching out to the schools but none of the co-founders had a sales background.

    • We struggled for getting appointments.
    • We got exhausted calling 10-12 schools without any results
    • Crossing the gatekeeper was a big hurdle
    • We found out that principals did not have decision power
    • The decision makers were never available in school
    • Most schools admins do not check/respond to emails
    • Nothing happens for 2-3 months when selling to schools

We hired one person from Ahmedabad for sales training and spent about 30K. Along with training, he introduced us to a few startup guys in Gurgaon (Smart step for any startup to hire consultants/advisors/trainers)

We were unable to sell our product even with more features and less cost as compared to competitors. We started crying by putting our heads on each other’s shoulders.

(Biggest benefit of having a co-founder in a startup)

We found a few customers by leveraging references, but revenue was far away. My co-founder knew customers better than me since he was doing the sales. He said that few big schools wanted to buy our product if we could implement a few more features.

I had a different opinion. I argued that we have enough features for any school to get started and there is something missing in the sales process. I thought we should focus on small to medium schools even if we earned less money. Conflicts between co-founders started rising day by day.

    • We were running out of money so we invested more personal money into our startup.
    • We hired a sales person from a big competitor (our big mistake).
    • We felt we found a silver bullet because he gave us access to competitors product and told us the secrets of doing sales to schools.
    • We thought that “Ache din anne wale hain” (good days are about to come)
    • He worked with us for a month but could not crack even a single sale.

We wondered what the f*ck was happening!! Actually he was able to sell in his previous company because of the brand name. He never faced the heat of an unknown and unbranded startup
We needed more money to survive.

My co-founder was busy in chasing big schools who could pay good money in advance. He also started establishing contacts with political and influential people to win deals. I learned a lot about education industry but we failed to implement the right things.

We, the co-founders were on different paths.

I was reading a lot of startup blogs and books. I started believing in lean startup methodologies and doing more with less resources. Unfortunately, my co-founder was still building our startup like a big corporate (alliances with other companies & politicians, hiring sales team for doing the shitty work, maintaining hierarchy in the team).
I proposed to reduce our expenses.

    1. Bring our only developer from cash to equity (up to 20%).
    1. Stop chasing big schools and focus on small schools (to reduce sales conversion time).
    1. Target schools on city outskirts those are relatively easy to win.
    1. Fire the sales guy and spend all our time in sales (including the tech developer)

But our vision and thoughts were not aligned.

I knew that our relationship will be spoiled if we continued working together. We had long (and bitter) discussions on keeping the ownership and equity but nothing was getting settled. At last, my co-founder took over the company and promised to return my cash if the company made any profits in the future.

Expenses till end (11 months)
Initial 6 months: 9,56,000
Salaries: 3,00,000
Sales Training: 30,000
Rent: 56,000
Travel, Marketing and Others: 200,000
Total: Rs. 15,42,000

By now we had wasted more than Rs. 15,00,000 on a product that nobody wanted to purchase like hot cakes. We had only two paying customers, few on trial and a lot in sales funnel.

After few more weeks of struggle, my co-founder had to join a job. THE END of the startup, SchoolGennie. 

I started pondering on an another chance in the startup world. It was a great learning experience and my introduction to the startup thing.

The single biggest reason of our failure was conflicts between the founders. We could have resolved conflicts if we had any mentor. 

It was the failure of my startup but not me. I had some of the great lessons of my life.

Let me share some of those with you.

1. Know your customer before building your product
The point should be clear by now. We built our product based on the assumptions and feature lists of our competitors. We should have talked to our customers before building our product.
We should have played smart to convert B2B sales.

2. Know where to spend money and where to avoid
We spent most of the money on office infrastructure and employee salaries. We could have avoided 80% of expenses by working from home and hiring employees on survival salary + ESOPs.

We were avoiding expenses on the professional design of sales material, marketing tools, and paid consultancy. We should have spent money on the things that translate into more sales or leads.
Now it seems like a no brainer but still most of first-time entrepreneurs are repeating our mistakes.

    • If the primary source of your customer acquisition is your website then you should spend money on content marketing, sales deck, and sales pages. 
    • If you acquire your customers offline then spend money on sales brochures and other printed material.

3. Get your hands dirty with code, even if you are a non-techy
Non-technical co-founders remain clueless of technical know-hows. They should not behave like a foreign client who just assigns work and expects it to be completed by the technical team.
That did not work in my startup and it will not work in your startup.

I advise you to start coding even if you are non-technical. There might be some exceptions (that we can discuss in later articles) but a non-tech co-founder can take better decisions if he knew how things get implemented.

If you do not have a tech co-founder and are building a software product, then there is no exception. Joel, co-founder of Buffer shares why non-tech co-founders must learn coding.

4. Do Sales, even if you are from non-sales background
I was afraid of doing sales because I thought my co-founder was better at communication and public speaking. We were unable to close sales despite his good communication and HR background. One main reason was that we were not talking about the pain points of the customer but just trying to hard sell our product.

The sales process is not just about good public speaking but addressing the concerns of the customer.

Disclaimer: I am not suggesting that all co-founders should be doing all the things at all the time. NO. They should be owners of their areas but at the same time they should have first-hand experience of all kind of jobs in a startup.

5. Take decision and trust your intuition
We became bad at taking firm decisions. We started postponing tough decisions like spending budget of sales, hiring or firing an employee, offering equity to the employees, chasing big schools or small schools, offering a free solution or charge premium, and at last how to separate our ways.

Since the closure of my first venture, I started taking firm decisions based on the available information at that time. You can never have 100% data available for taking any decision. You should be smart enough to derive a conclusion with 60-70% information and fill the gap with your intuition.

Trust me, I always felt happiness after taking a decision and sticking with it until I find solid evidence to change my decision. That is how things evolve. If you are confused with your decision then you will not be able to execute it with 100% confidence.

6. Don’t stop learning
Alarm bell rings in my ears when someone starts behaving like an expert and refuses to learn new things. You are doomed to fail if you stop learning.

There are so many sources of my learning – I love to read books/blogs, I learn from my juniors/seniors, I learn from competitors/customers/vendors, and I don’t hesitate to learn from my three-year-old kid.

The biggest source of my learning is by experimenting with my startup and life.

7. Money is just a by-product of a startup
I learned this very late, but some of you might have it realized by now. We entrepreneurs start a venture to solve a customer’s problem (or to explore our passion) and money is just fuel for our startup vehicle.
If you focus on money then you will become short sighted. You can make money in short-term but you will lose strength in the long term.

Focus on solving problems and keep your customers happy. The money will follow.

8. Be Generous
The most important lesson from my entrepreneurial journey – Be Generous, Be Polite, Be a Giver.

“Be nice with everyone when you go higher in your life because same people will meet you when you come down”

First give something to the world then expect something in return. It will be even better if you just give without any expectation. Help people who can not help you at this time, that is the real gesture of generosity.

This was a story of my first startup, but I feel most first-time entrepreneurs are on a similar path. I joined another startup as co-founder and it changed all my life in a positive way. Now I am working with startups and help them in unlocking growth.

Originally published at StartupKarma
You can contact me via twitter @pardeepg or via email


Other reads by the same author:

I failed at two startup attempts

13 untold truths of selling to schools in India


First Published on: Nov 27, 2015


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  1. pardeep…. i have read and re-read this one today.

    it’s given me goosebumps. 

    both times.

    it just hits you hard in the face. 

    i know shit happens but this must’ve hurt. especially coz you as co-founders were not on the same page. which is frightening (and not uncommon).

    your 7 learnings in the end are PRICELESS.

    thank you for sharing this story – it takes a lot of courage to share details the way you have. 

    total respect.

    and i’m so glad you’ve moved on. that in itself is a great lesson for all of us…

  2. and i couldn’t resist. i had to spoil the top of your post. 

    i’m still shaken and stirred!

  3. Thanks Asha… 

    The first startup failure was ‘the best’ thing happened to my career. I gained more than what I lost, more worth than an MBA.

    and thanks a ton for your help 🙂

  4. I can totally relate to some of the facts in the story above 

    1. Hiring a sales pro from a big oragnization is the biggest mistake. we hired someone from Oracle..the person couldn’t survive even 30 days!! Plus they demand equal if not higher salaries. It’s am not stereotyping but I am sure many resonate with the same experience

    2. Do Sales! Just Do It!! Being in the battleground is important. To succeed, one must survive 

    3. Hire Character, Not Work Experience. 

    4. Be a Giver! That’s what attracts talent and good people

    Great Post!!

  5. Pradeep,

    Thanks a lot for writing this. I can totally relate to the cash burn, which I’m struggling with. Also, the generosity & politeness is something that I’ve seen working in real life.

    It’s amazing how things come a full circle. One thing I’d like to point add, though. You find a few people willing to help you out from your earlier avatars in your previous 9-5s. Most people tend to ignore that point and refuse to go and ask for help from people they know are good. I wish more people would also use that leverage.

    All the best for your next venture.


  6. Pradeep !

    You have hit the bulls eye.. I can relate your story to my experience and I agree with most of the points you have mentioned.

    You must know your consumer and draft the first version of product keeping all requirements in mind instead of your assumptions.

    Another point I will like to make is regarding finance.
    If I have 20 lac rupees, I will spend 5 Lac in research, 5 Lac in Development, 5 lac in sales and 5 lacs for starting new research 😛 😀

    On a serious note, money is burnt at a much faster rate than we discuss while planning out any new venture. So any new startup must 1.5 X their expense planning to avoid such “Experience Gain” (Won’t count as a failure)

    Don’t forget to share success story whenever it comes!

  7. The best thing you have done, Pradeep, is to ennumerate the things that failed you. Trust me, analyzing and introspecting alone ensures you do not repeat most of your mistakes. In fact the take-aways from this failure are very common mistakes that we all risk making someday in the life of our smaller projects, if not the start-up itself.

    Many thanks for sharing the wisdom. Your courage and attitude deserves applause. 

    Goodluck and Godspeed,


  8. Sad 🙁

  9. Initial days of startups are same, especially if founders are doing first time. 

    There is lot to learn from each others mistakes. 

  10. Thanks Ashok, cashflow is the oxygen of any business. You must optimize to survive for longer time, if you survived then you will make profitable business. 

  11. Thanks Rtvik for the encouragement. 

  12. It was not sad, Ashish. 

    The failure was the best thing happened to my career. It opened up new doors for me. 

  13. Hi Pardeep,

    Your post was one of the most read articles on and we are happy to have featured it again on the home page! Check out – and congrats!

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